So….I am back again.
(*By the way….R.A.T.M. stands for Rage Against the Machine).
The end of 2020 and this whole year has been INSANE! COVID has flipped everything upside down, but I’m still persevering. I am still the “side hustle queen”, but I’m seeing more of people’s true colors and my spiritual journey has been stronger. Also, I am bolder about my OWN belief systems and ideologies. It got to a point where spirituality or religion did NOT matter to me and I took a break from every thing. I got back in the game and really tapped in and it’s a lot better. I’m learning more about myself, healing from narcissistic abuse, really embracing who I really am, and more confident in areas of my spirituality. Really tapping into alchemist/divine feminine energy and seeing things manifest is the most amazing feeling ever! I need to work on this sleep though….I am STILL a night 🦉.
(Psst…the 55x5 writing method is everything! Another post/blog for another time).
My fears regarding stability have improved. I’m not scared of the unknown and if things crash, let it crash. I even left Amazon (not family oriented at ALL). What the f*ck are you supposed to do if your child’s day care closes due to COVID and you work a night shift? You tell me!
This also taught me to really press in regarding being my own boss. I am honestly tired of corporate. I’m either fighting with bitches about my looks or a damn promotion. Or they want to pay me less than $40K a year with a Master degree. Burned out! 😤
I am at home or hustling, but gaining my peace + balance back. I miss my daughter sometimes. She’s with my family while I work on things, and that’s ok. That child’s room is STILL a hot mess, but it and myself are a work in progress. Take it day-by-day. I came wair to see her, hug her, and definitely want a beach trip before the end of the summer.
So, I have some new “interests” as well and will be doing some traveling next month, which I’m excited about. I see good times ahead despite the bullsh*t, but it’s ALL GOOD!
Porsha 🌈✨🎀💕💋
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