Spiritual Awakening
Peace and love to my "little foxes" and newcomers to my blog! : )
People have asked me, "So...with this new name, do you do porn, are you hiding from someone...?" Ugh...the questions that people have asked me since I did the “name change.” I still have my real name, this is just an alias. Porsha relates to ascension and with this new journey, it’s time to ASCEND.
2019 LITERALLY raped me basically with sandpaper and no Vaseline. That was a rough year for me on all aspects. And I started dealing with bs before my journey, but anyways, I decided to start my spiritual journey back in April 2019. I decided it was time to take back my life, boundaries, and be better person/woman/mother. When I first started this journey is was rough due to my Christian beliefs (aka religious programming). My parents and other people would get scared because I would come over with crystal bracelets. I also would meditate and my Dad found my pack of tarot cards in my personal bags while visiting. That was an interesting convo with my Dad, who is a pastor.
You will go through good and rough times during this journey. Name me a Christian that has had the perfect life??....I’ll wait....in other words, just because you go through some things, doesn’t mean it’s because of your journey. Now, if someone has done a hex or curse, that’s a different story. I’m just putting this out there because I believe that stuff is real. I'm tired of hearing people say, "It's the devil" every time something bad happens. Bad things happen to good people, best believe. There are plenty of people in the church that have very bad intentions and have done plenty of bad things.
On the other hand, if you have open minded religious or spiritual people, it’s good to discuss your concerns regarding your practices. People have different outlooks and answers that can help you along. At first, I thought, “Maybe this is all wrong and I need to go back to church.” But it’s more to church than getting cash app messages at 1am from a pastor regarding tithe and sitting in 4 hour church services. I wanted to be powerful, strong, creative, feminine, sexual, magical, and unapologetic.
THIS IS ONLY MY PERSONAL OPINION but....Christianity has taught me to how to be fearful and passive.
I’ve been taken advantage so much by people and played victim at times for so long. Some of that was my fault, but not anymore. I GOT THE POWER! I’ve been “leveling” up, but that’s another blog (**Shout out to Ghetto Nun, Ashera Goddess, Nu Lyfe Tools, Conjure Queen, Ase’ [Sunshyne Davis], TrplDarkGoddess, The Trap Witch, Conjure Queen, Mintfaery, Love Your Natural, Pretty Boss TV - all on YouTube).
So, here are some tips regarding my journey:
1. A lot of information is available on YouTube. Don’t rush off to get a spiritualist. Some of them are cons and will have you caught up. I had one that basically treated her group like a damn cult. This journey is not about "love and light." It can be, but shadow work is a must to get you on a healing path. If you don't do shadow work and heal properly, this journey is in vain. TRUST!
You can find out everything you need to know on YouTube (If you need a spiritualist, just message me on one of my social media platforms and I can give you information on some).
2. Everyone doesn’t need to know what you do. If you already know someone is not going to support your newfound beliefs, don’t discuss it with them. Stand in your truth and be you, but also be wise. If you feel like you don’t need to wear certain jewelry or have materials (books, card, etc.) while visiting people or if they visit you. Just remove or hide that stuff until you or they leave. Sometimes it’s a good way to keep the peace among family and friends.
3. If you aren’t comfortable with a certain spiritual practice, DON’T DO IT! Some people deal with tarot or ouija boards, some people actually practice voodoo, or do other things. Again, is it doesn’t fit your fancy, don’t do it. The spiritual world is nothing like this 3D world.
4. Cleanse and protect your environment. I use sage, palo santo wood, Florida water, and crystals in regards to feeling protected and cleansed. I do my best regarding my house because when you have an “off the chain” toddler, it can make it harder. I make sure I have a clean environment before I meditate or do altar work. I use Florida water as a cleaning solution as well. I use my cinnamon broom to sweep my porch and keep it in my bedroom. It makes my area smell good.
4. Knowledge is power so....READ! Besides YouTube and other resources, reading is everything. Read books on what interest you regarding spirituality.
My faves:
48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene
Be a Unicorn: How to find your inner sparkle by Joanna Gray
Eff This Meditation by Liza Kindred
Herbal Healing for Women by Rosemary Gladstar
The Alchemist by Paula Coehlo
P*ssy Prayers
The Kybalion
The Witch’s Book of Self-Care by Arin Murphy Hiscock
5. Do not force your beliefs on anyone else. Sometimes on this journey, we want to evangelize people and not everyone is with this journey or meant to be on it.
6. Journal (thoughts & manifestation). Journal your manifestations, readings, or any messages (downloads) you get. These will help you along your journal. Also, a gratitude journey helps. Create a vision board quarterly or yearly as well. 22x2, 33x3, & 55x5 are great methods. I will blog more on these topics.
7. Have a support system. Find people like minded during your spiritual journey. If not, when difficult times come, you will crumble and start to isolate yourself.
8. Do a chakra balancing test. One of the most important aspects of this journey. Finding out which chakra is overbalanced or under balanced is everything. You can google “chakra test” to find out. Once you do, you can find out what meditations, crystals, and oils will work for you and your journey.
9. Affirmations are words, which are powerful. Use affirmations to achieve the goals and desires that you need in this life and your spiritual journey.
10. Transmutation and Sex Magick
I use Trap Music to transmute. Instead of dwelling on negativity and negative events, you can dance, rap, and sing your way to manifest positivity in your life. As for sex magick, that's another blog....
11. Synchronicities
I will do another blog on this, but if you see 000, 111, 222, 333, and so forth....that is a BIG sign people! I would see them everyday going to my job. You can always google what these numbers mean, which are angel numbers, but I will clarify more at another time and how my experiences related.
In conclusion, I still believe in God and even Jesus, but dammit, again, it’s more to this journey than long church services and believing God for your rent money after you gave it to the church. Your path is your path and it’s a reason you were called on it. I still pray and celebrate Christmas because it's MY JOURNEY! I still attend church from time to time and do not stop my daughter from going to church. I wish you the best on whatever spiritual journey you embark!
Love,
Porsha : )
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